I MISS U AS MUCH TODAY AS I DID THE DAY U LEFT THIS EARTH. I MISS THAT SMILE AND OUR TALKS THE MOST. THO I AM WALKING WITH THE LIVING AND LOVE MY FAMILY A PART OF ME DIED TOO. I WILL NEVER GET OVER WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN I KNOW CAUSE I HAVE TRIED...U HAVE NEARLY BEEN GONE 4 YEARS AND ITS STILL THERE. SOMETIMES I THINK IT WOULD HELP ME TO KNOW WHO KILLED U AND WHY THEY LEFT U THAT WAY BUT THEN AGAIN IT WOULDNT CHANGE ANYTHING. DONT GET ME WRONG....I KNOW WE PROBABLY WOULDNT BE TOGETHER BUT AT LEAST I WOULD KNOW U WERE ALIVE AND HAPPY AND I COULD SEE YOUR SMILING FACE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE. I HOPE U GOT TO SEE YOUR MAMA AND SPEND TIME WITH HER. I HEAR YOUR DAD IS NOT DOING VERY WELL SO HE WILL PROBABLY BE COMING ALONG SOON. I JUST MISS U AND I CANT FEEL U AROUND ME ANYMORE. I DONT KNOW IF ITS GOOD OR BAD OR RIGHT OR WRONG I JUST KNOW THAT I AM MISSING U STILL.
This candle was first lit on the 27th of April 2015 and will burn for 90 years 11 months and 24 days.