Hard to believe the year is ending. Since you've been gone you have turned another year older......but you will remain forever forty. I guess you were right when u said you wouldn't live to be an old man. I can only hope and pray that u are in heaven and I will see u again someday. I'm very sad that u missed Christmas with Chloe. I'm sure she is too. I will always love u and will always wonder what happened and what u were thinking in the last moments of your life. Life is so fragile and underappreciated. I wish they would atleast figure out who killed u and why. It wont bring u back but....idk. maybe it is best left this way. Only God knows. Why couldn't you have just stayed home? I hope u are happy and painfree where ever u are. Happy new years.