I met Josh when we were just 16 yrs old. He was very charming and had the most beautiful and happy smile with big dark twinkling eyes. He was liked by everyone who knew him, but it was he who was his own worst enemy. We always had alot of fun together. Our summers were very much like the Kid Rock song, "ALL SUMMER LONG" infact so much so its scary. I have alot of stories and most of my life revolved around him,from age 16 til we broke up when we were 21 at the end of the yr in 1991. You never forget your first true love. Over the years we had finally gotten to a place where we could be friends again and I realized I would always love him but I also realized why it never worked. I can see that it was not meant to be but that doesnt make it hurt any less.